Being Matthews aunt I am bound to say he was a lovely boy, but believe me he was. I think about him alot and always have a smile when I do. All my nephews are precious to me and I am glad for the years we had with Matthew. It is strange to think he will always be 19 and I struggle to wonder what he would have been like now 10 years on. You map out what you want for family but things don't always go to plan - I am grateful for what we had and he is always with us in our hearts.